Friday, August 2, 2013

Raising My Vibration

 I have spent much of my time learning about vibrations and energy exchange, and over this time I have learned that my energetic vibration is in direct relation to what I am able to manifest. The trick is in tapping into the frequencies of the Universe and then adjusting my personal tuning fork (emotions) to exactly what it is I desire. I cannot transmit the vibration of a low density and expect to receive caviar, well that’s not true, I can if that’s what I desire, however the treat I receive will likely be tainted and I will not enjoy it. On the other hand, if I stay focused on higher frequencies and tune in with love and service to others I attract loving people and circumstances into my world.

It is important for me to note the importance of digging deep within myself to release the density and programming embedded. Releasing them and filling the empty spaces with high vibrational affirmations and mantras. Just when I think I have released my quota for the month, wholly crap here were some more programs.  I am still spotting programs and releasing them as a core exercise of my daily work and I diligently seek information that helps me grow, because I now truly understand the adage “If you are not growing, Your dying!

But back to manifesting, I knew I had an ability to attract certain things and places since I was a young girl. I would have long drawn out fantasy play lands where I would narrate the story as it unfolded. I was a girl so my fantasies were about getting married and having children. For example: As a little girl I would lay awake in my bed and pretend my husband and I were hanging out (in the bed) we would have dinner there and play with the all of our kids there and we would even entertain our guests from our bed. I would be acting this out with feeling and emotion, actually whispering ever so softly so I could hear my voice but no one else could hear me.  As a little girl I was able to fully engage in the nightly act, physically and emotionally, there was no doubt nor fear. I held a high vibration naturally because I was a child. Every child starts this way, in a wonderful wonderland of creation and color. We believed unconditionally in our world because we had no reason to believe anything otherwise. I never once for a moment thought that my imagined husband wasn’t real or that we weren’t really having dinner and laughing about a funny joke. It was real to me then and I looked forward my play land every night.

This is a prime example manifestation, whatever it is we desire, it starts with setting an intention and beaming it out to the Universe with substance, emotion and detail. This is where it gets interesting to me, it is incredibly insightful to look back and clearly see how what I rolled played as a child actually happened to me at some as an adult. When my childhood playtime scene was actually playing out in front of me, I didn’t understand why I had married a man who did nothing but stay in his room in his bed. I wasn’t familiar with the terms of what “you get what you think about most”, “thoughts expand”, or that “we are 100% responsible for our circumstances”. I was in victim mode, “why is this my life?” instead of creator mode, “thank you Universe and source for providing me the exact experience I created as a child.” I didn’t remember my childhood fantasies because I was too steeped in the quagmire of the lower vibrations of envy, jealously, judgment and anger. “Why did my life turn out this way?”

Well simply put, it’s the universal law of attraction, everything is energy and everything we experience is from a vibrational field that we are emitting and receiving, it encompasses us and the galaxy. When we match a vibration with an emotion and focus on our desire then it comes in lightening fast. However, one  must be careful what it is they indulge, for they might not be ready for the results.

It’s not that I did anything wrong as a child, I just didn’t know what I didn’t know. How was I supposed to know that I would pick up a whole lot of negative programs growing up? That these programs would drive me into the lower densities of desire, lust, regrets and sadness.  Programs both negative and positive are shared with us by our loving surroundings like our parents and extended families, teachers, our religious or non-religious leaders, you name the influence and I bet you can see where they left you with a belief. Sometimes these beliefs serve us in positive ways by encouraging and uplifting us and other times they serve us negatively by keeping us in patterns of behaviors and actions that continuously lead back to the same dilemmas and situations. For me they were beliefs like, “you’re not pretty enough” or “you’re not smart enough“ and “you’ll never be skinny if you keep stuffing your mouth”. My favorites came from my mother after I was married and had four kids, “you had all those kids, so now you get to deal with them” and of course her short and to the swords edge sweet one was “you married him”!

 The details of my childhood playtime came to fruition but they did so in the current vibration I was in at any given moment. And it wasn’t until now and as grown woman I can connect where and why that situation manifested for me. I had married a man who did nothing but hang out in his bed, playing video games, watching TV and yes even entertain guests from his throne, uh I mean bed. The problem was that is not what I wanted for myself. 

So when I understood that what I was doing as a child was as simple as the Law of Attraction, what I acted out and believed in would manifest and what I engage in with emotion and intention would appear in my world, oh what a relief. I stepped out of victim mode; I stopped surviving and started thriving. To know I had 100% responsibility for everything I created. YAY!

 So after much work on me via various workshops, CD’s, videos, and books I have come to understand a good portion of vibration and the law of attraction. I can now say that every day I take full credit for my circumstances, every thought, every emotion, and every intention sets my stage. I am fully engaged in my creative playtime and I adjust the frequency of my vibration to always be on high with gratitude and thankfulness.  I take the steps back from my current perceived reality and really look at what is I am manifesting. What am I vibrating? Is it wrapped in love, joy and harmonious threads of color? Or is it wrapped in the energies of hate, greed, jealousy or regret? Whatever it is; manifesting right in front of me is just what I called forth…….thank you.