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Thursday, July 18, 2013

House of Mirrors!

 When I say I am a spiritual person and I am always working on my own expansion and awareness of spirit, I do not ever intend to say I am any further on my spiritual journey than you are. There are no comparison points as each one of us has a unique personal path to navigate. Who’s to say you even acknowledge you have a spiritual path? (which by the way you are always on even when you think your not)  I am humbled to know that no matter where anyone is on their journey back to source it is right where God intended them to be and it is their journey to travel. I extend neither judgment nor envy, only thoughts of Love&Light for a safe trip home. Cause that is where we are all going, HOME, and believe it or not it’s not a race nor is there any winner or loser there is only GRACE and LOVE!

 I completely embrace that I am not perfect and that I have done and will do things that others tend to find frustrating and puzzling. I also completely embrace that through my mistakes and perceptions I have created LOVE and I have equally created SADNESS.  Funny how that works! : \ All out of my own desire to have and feel love, true love, the kind that makes your heart explode in song. Through self discovery I have had to transmute ego, need and desire and I have been drawn into this understanding that my fulfillment will only be complete when my journey to the center of my soul is started in earnest from, through and to my heart space. Those spaces in-between me and me, in the silence where only I can begin to hear the melody of my heart song as a faint beat and boy does it sound pretty!!

 While on my journey I have come to find those that need a source of measurement, they want to mark their progress against yours or they seek confirmation of their existence by comparing themselves to others. ("Phew Im OK, cause boy is she messed up!") or (I must NOT be OK if that person doesn’t recognize me”) In doing so they tend to attach energetic chords to other lightbodies (which btw is extremely exhausting for the bearer of those chords). I would find myself walking away from people feeling tired and physically drained sometimes and those attachments even pushed me to disconnect from certain people all together (both energetically and physically). More out of a self preservation rather than an ego driven place of disdain, but the bearer of light is only beholden to the shining of light, not ordained in any way to stick around and make sure you keep it lit.



 What I really feel and see now is a world of mirrors, constantly reflecting what it is that is still in need of recognizing. Reflections of good and reflections of nastiness are all around us and our choice is to unequivocally decide to hold the light over the dark and believe we are in our final battle and the outcome is in our favor. (God said so!)  In myself I see my house of mirrors only serves me when I see myself as the whole of all it, that at any given time if it were not for the grace of God there would go I. So I encompass perfection and imperfection in every moment and all is as it should be by divine decree, I am OK because my source says Im perfect in all my imperfections and so are YOU!  

 We are the seekers, we are the sought after, and we are the ones we have been seeking! Achieve wholeness through the mirrors shown to you, others may or may not understand but that’s OK. It is through our own heart song that the mirror will reflect love and it is through the mirrors of others we can know what is still unresolved within us. Ah there is the Gold! Awareness!

 Look around you and be brutally honest with yourself about what is being reflected back to you. Is it loving and have a kind voice? Awesome, honor that gift, radiate that light and run with it!

 However, if what you are being shown is frustrating or filled with regret or judgment take another look within, see yourself and then ask yourself, is this the God I want to reflect? I think I know what your answer would be.



 I feel my new strength from my core and I am so grateful that I am supported in spirit and in the physical! Thank you, Thank you Thank you!  Please know you have everything you need to soar, your wings are strong and sturdy, and your heart yearns for reunion with your highest self!  Ask for your assistance from source and connect through your souls desires with spirit on HIGH, you are here for the Grand presentation and ALL of creation is watching with bated breath to see the new you on the new earth reflecting the new LOVE of YOU!  You know who YOU ARE!

Namaste!
MamaJo

Monday, January 2, 2012

New Year and Renewed HOPE for Sucess!

On this day January 2, 2012, I Joanne Bryant promise to be an excellent receiver, I promise to give of myself and my resources freely without judgement, I will attract abundance and I will take action for my success! I promise to love and be in love, as this is how God intends!

I will be 50 and fabulous and I will be worth a million dollars or more!

I have spoken so let it be true!
Lol, no really that is a strategy I use for making myself stick to what I have said I will do! If I say it out loud enough and to enough people then I have to follow through! Right? Hmmm, action speaks way louder!

So in 2011 I was spinning hopelessly out of control trying to figure out what the hell I wanted to do now that I had grown up! See I have spent the majority of my adult life raising my kids (20yrs old to present), my career was by default (had to do what I knew how to do), my education was a work in progress (but hey, it was in progress), my religious views were challengable, and my political voice had been all but silent for many years.

I thought I had all but figured everything out, about the Universe and all. As I was growing up and raising those children I learned a lot about life and people, I formed views and opinions, some strong some not so much. But my little box of reality was all I knew and as such what was retained as theory or process was limited and closed off! See I knew I believed in God, but to subscribe to any religion meant taking away the convenience of praying between meal prep and bath times. In terms of career, being a small business accountant was a no brainer, I was unconsciously competent at debits and credits, so that fit into raising four kids quite well. It dawned on me that if I allowed everything I had defaulted to to define me it would be a tragic lie!

Being reactionary had given me strength and resilience, now I have the power to be proactive and be a creator of my future, after all I still have one left standing to raise! The other three are grown and raised, but they can attest to the struggles and triumphs won and lost in our household. They know of the strong places of will and determination we came from to survive, but my 11 year old still has a chance to experience abundance. My youngest son has a chance to be a part of the change I always wanted to make, I have the opportunity to give him better tools. So while I am still a mother, my accountability is now unto myself, my purpose in life is by choice now and my gratitude for this knowledge is endless. I want to touch many souls and I am willing to do the things fearful people will not do!

With this I have vowed that my "job" is a source of knowledge not income which has freed me up to step away from accounting and accept a part time job with a non-profit. My networking business is my source of income and abundance, enabling me to connect and share with people the Laws of Attraction that I have always believed in! My meetups will be successful and overflowing with dreamers. I claimed a seat in a chair in an un-assuming sanctuary of the First Universalist Unitarian Church of Denver, which means I practice Love as my covenent and vow to take compassion in my actions. I am continuing my higher education via University of Phoenix and a Human Service management degree, putting a degree behind my mission to help people live and think better. As for my son? I tell him to lead by example and this is my ultimate vow, to live by example and allow him to dream big dreams and take action to achieve

 2012 is all about my New Acronym HOPE, Honor your Gifts, Opinions mean nothing, Problems are temporary and Empower yourself! Honoring my gifts is to be in every moment of everyday and being aware of the gifts the universe is constantly giving me and then taking action to better myself and my family. Opinions mean nothing, means I have to quit judging myself and letting it go when I feel judged! Problems are temporary means that even when times seem bad or when something happens that would normally take me out of the game, it will not be allowed! Finally with Empowering myself, I take total control of my destiny today, I accept all responsibility for my role in my life thus far and no longer chose the hard road! I chose to be a winner in my life with a million dollar why!









Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Mentally Cleansing

Along this journey to creating success I have stumbled upon a mentoring system that offers its members an opportunity to really get down to the crust of their reasons for wanting success. I have mentioned the importance of your "why" in previous blogs, but what stands in the way of your why may be your biggest obstacle to success and freedom. You must tear down the walls of doubt that are embedded in your mind and afflicting your heart. Creating your success and owning your life means you must also be accountable for the words and feelings you allow to enter your soul. Anger may give you power but its an uncontrolled outcome, whereas compassion and love can sustain your soul long enough to sucomb to success! Negativity will almost always bring failure and frustration and if you allow it to rent space in your head then there is no room for hopes and dreams. So set about exploring yourselve in depth, what is it you really want and what obstacles have you set in your way? Cleanse your senses and heart of the negative and embrace what it is you are deserving of! Remember "what you think of and what you thank of are what you become!!

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With much love in my heart!
MamaJo